it is like going to school for the first time. but kids have better adaptation skills.


the total brand new working environment, of which i was longing for a very long time, is so surreal, a little bit  overwhelmingly surreal. i am very 'dysfunctional' at the moment. i am so anticipated towards this new job.


i am going to be in charge of the entire inpatient department. and i am going to walk into it, without any prior experiences, except those of stale knowledges i collected two years and two months ago.


i am also going to have 8 other senior colleagues with me. a considerable high amount of people in a team, as compared to my previous clinic. i do hope they would ask me for lunch, too. or occasionally, be my convenient shopping buddies. or for a better purpose in life, an encouraging and inspiring gym companion, as well.


oh how much i want to pray for the peace and fearlessness to start my morning tomorrow. and a pretty good traffic to work, too.


imma do a face mask tonight and tuck into bed as early as 9.30pm.